Back Where I Come From

Back where i come from it Ain’t cornbread and chicken but for us it’s venison & chopped beef. I'll tell you what the last two years i've come to absolutley love the place where i was born and raised. don't get me wrong i am not staying here my whole life i've got plans and goals and dreams that i want to accomplish in my life and statying in Rogers City Will not help me to accomplish them. i came to this realization the other night sitting in Greka's. i live in a small enough town that you know everyone in some way or another...its great...but that's also how you know people are out of towners...its funny i've met a few guys that way...lol anyways that is so not the point...it's kind of like cheers in a way everybody knows your name...it's nice and cozy and cool like that...

…i ♥ the thud…

October 22, 2008
Listening To: What Ya’ll Want By Eve



ok i lied…this is the last one about bobby and that weekend…and i say that is because i forgot to tell you about the thud…it was sooo cute…we went out to his “camp” although it was not a camp it was a beautiful house in the woods…anyway it was really nice when you walk into the place your in the kitchen then there is the living room and an “island” which is the stairs going upstairs to the beds…and then a little hallway to the bathroom…anyway i walked through the kitchen and was going to the bathroom and he walked through the living room and walked around the little island and met me at the end of the hall before i got to the bathroom he grabbed my hands and we started kissing in the hallway and it was nice and hot…and i kinda pushed him against the wall which made a thud kind of noise…and his friend dave or dean it was one of the twins came over to see what was going on because it made a thud sound and he poked his head around the corner and saw that we where kissing and kinda backed off but it was done…he was like what’s…oh sorry and then backed off…and both bobby and i tried so hard not to laugh but it didn’t work out so well…then i went to the bathroom and then bobby and i went out by the fire for a while and talked…and “stuff”

I Accept The Fact That I Am Weird & I Wish That You Would Too

October 18, 2008
Listening To: Hero By Pop Evil


so i was talkin with Double E while she was at work last night and i came to the conclusion that i am absolutely weird beyond belief…and i say that because i am…it’s true…let me explain…i like to eat ice but i don’t like it in my drinks and what not…like when i order something to drink from a restraint i will order (insert drink name here) with no ice…but then without a doubt i’ll ask for a glass of ice…it’s weird…another thing is i eat things by color…like starbursts, m&ms, and skittles…and i know what you’re thinking about the m&ms they’re all chocolate…yes i know this but it’s the principle of the matter…color by color…but on that one i am not alone in that my pal ashlee is the same way…so i don’t feel too bad about the color by color thing…other weird things about me…i am terrified of curling irons, clowns, & puppets…the curling irons go back to when my cousin kim would do my hair for homecoming and what not and she’d curl my hair even though she knew i was absolutely terrified of curling irons…she would take the tip of the curling iron that had the plastic safety piece on it and touch it to the back of my neck to scare me and boy did it work…and the sad part is that she would be just a laughing as i am scared and having a panic attack…FUCK CLOWNS…this goes back to the age of six when my babysitter got the bright idea to let me stay up and watch Stephen King’s IT…that was for surely not a smart thing to do at that young of an age…Puppets…like kermit ms.piggy and what not those things scare the shit out of me…Ewwww i freak out i don’t know why…but as long as i can remember they’ve freaked me out…

The Realization Of Unwanted Facts

September 27, 2008
Listening To: Nothing

The realization
tonight i came to the realization that all i will ever be to a guy is a friend with the acception of one guy that i care about a lot but that’s a different story all together ...let’s take “mike” for example he and i used to be friends when we were younger…he and his mom used to live next door to my cousin “lynn’s” house when the tanning salon that my mom and “lynn” owned was in her basement…and we would hang out and have a blast together…and i always had a crush on him…and never said anything about it…because at the time i thought that boys where creepy and icky…then he moved a way…and now recently i’ve been talking to his mom “diane” and i would ask her how “mike’s” doing what he’s up to and whatnot… then out of nowhere BAM!! he’s moved back into town and DAMN he’s lookin fine…then tonight “mike” tells me that he’s got a thing for my cousin “sara” and i am like what the fuck (granted i was thinking this in my head) why would you tell me that…and it was at that very point in time i came to the realization that all “mike” and i will ever be is friends…unless i decide to do something about it :-(

Finnish Underground, Coleman Bogey, Happiness, & Danny Lips

FINNISH UNDERGROUND

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COLEMAN BOGEY

In 2007 two guys, ambition, attitude, boredom, songwriting, creative intuition and rock'n'roll met and Coleman Bogey was born. Songs were made without any compromises. Music had to be entertaining first to its makers and then one can only hope that someone else also shares your vision. With the great help of Comrade and Mikko Kaakkuriniemi Colemans hit the studio and recorded first songs. Since then the songwriting has continued and in the near future we'll bring you the first Coleman Bogey album.

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HAPPINESS

Happiness entered the Finnish music scene in October 2007 with their debut album 66ft Melodies, released by Dynasty Recordings. Prior to the album release, the band had already gained some notable radio rotation with their first two singles from the album, Accelerate and Need You. On stage, the band has been seen in school uniforms in some of their shows. The apparent unorthodoxy surrounding the band is well represented on their debut album as well. "After reading some of our lyrics, a guy once asked, with a serious face, if we were actually Satanists", Alex laughs. "Sure, there are some sick, weird stuff on the album, and in the lyrics. But there’s some sick, weird stuff going on in the world as well", Jussi continues. 66ft Melodies kick-starts by introducing the band in their roughest mode of expression, but towards the end the album eventually dives into the dark, tranquil musical landscapes. Evidently, these guys are bringing something new to the table. The story continues… Happiness is coming your way.

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DANNY LIPS








Danny Lips comes from the land of the ice and snow (yeah right, they love Zeppelin), Helsinki, Finland. They are four crazy guys fueled with attitude and they have four instruments : Vesku: Voc & Guitar, Otto : Guitar, Arska : Bass and Stixx ( Tikku in finnish) : Drums. The band was formed in 2006 and the first EP "Who´´s been bad?" was released already in August 2006.

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My Horoscope & Other Random Thoughts For The Day

March 10, 2008

When it comes to love and romance in your life, dear Virgo, there may be a great deal of talk but not enough action. Perhaps you find that you are a terrific flirt and can keep things moving at a very quick pace intellectually, but when it comes to really taking concrete action and manifesting these words in a romantic setting, nothing really comes of it. This is one of those days when this conflict of interest is making itself known more blatantly than usual.

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^ was my horoscope for today...seriously...i got to be honest this is the first time in a long time that my horoscope has been correct or atleast accuarate, but, my question is how can you take that big of a step as to say to someone i like you...or i love you...with out having the chance of getting hurt?? yes i know what you're thinking it's about taking risk and having that possibility of getting hurt. i don't know about you but i've been hurt one to many times and i know what it feels like and i don't want to be the one to get hurt. so does that mean i am destined to be single for the rest of my life?? for me personaly its hard to take that step when theres that risk. im sure its like that for many people but seriously how do you deal with that??





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so just a quick lil' random thought...i was awake at 5 am and couldn't fall back to sleep...and i got to thinkin about things....and one of the things that popped into my head was this saying that someone had said and i had herd "if you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with" now i rattled my brain about this for about an hour or so and i came up with absolutley no conclusions as to what it means. Do You Have Any Ideas??

The Accident & The Details

JANUARY 31, 2008

Well i was driving myself home from school when i hit some black ice and started to spin...i ended up going into a guard rail backwards...i got out of the car to see how much damage had been done and i called 911...i remember thinking to my self i hope that the guardrail doesn't break...because if it had...i would probably not be here right now...or if another car had been coming in the oposite direction the same thing may have applied...i was lucky enough to have a nice person stop to see if i was ok...he was also nice enough to move my car out of the way of on coming traffic because i was still half on the road half off...he couldn't have been more nice and caring when he didn't have to be...its at this point in time when my neck and back start hurting me...and also its this point in time when the police officer came to the scene...im sitting there crying complaining that my neck hurts...so as a percautionary measure he calls an ambulance to the scene...so needless to say i was taken to the emergency room it was scary...i've never been in an ambulance before (THANK GOD) & I don't want to be in one ever again...i sat in the emergency room for 45 minutes before i was seen by a doctor...45 fucking minutes...finally when i was seen i got a shit load of xrays on my neck, back & Shoulder thankfully everything checked out that nothing was broken....so everything was good then as im getting ready to get discharged from the ER they tell me that they won't give me any pain killers not even a few days worth....i don't understand how you can't give someone that's just been in a car accident painkillers...anyway...they tell me to take motrin or tylenol...and i proceeded to tell them that i almost have to OD for the tylenol and or motrin to work...and this is the exact word for word of what the nurse said "that's ok" like how is ODing ok?? but then i thought about it...if i ODed they would get more money cuz' i'd have to be taken to the emergency room again...that's just my theory...but is seems as though everyone i talked to agrees with me...then i get discharged (Let go) from the ER and im in a small panic because i didn't have my cell phone with me because i was in kind of a panic that i didn't think to grab it before i left in the ambulance...so when i got discharged i spent like a half hour to forty five minutes on the phone trying to find a ride home (Kelly the EMS person called my father but he didn't get the message unill late that evening he was busy that day) so i was calling everyone...My Best Friend Heather, My Uncle, Friends Just anyone...then i called Greka's and i talked to Marcia...and she told me to call and see if Mike or Pete or Pat where still at work...and she gave me the number...luckily i got a hold of Mike before he had left work and he was nice enough to give me a ride home...finally we make it back into town and i get to go home and rest & watch movies and try to get some sleep...but it wasn't that easy...

FEBRUARY 1, 2008 (Who's Jerry??)

HOLY SHIT!! that night i would be surprised if i got a solid 2 hours of sleep...i woke up and i couldn't even see straight...i was pretty dizzy and sore...my neck is what hurt the most...needless to say that i didn't go to school on friday...it was one class but i needed to go because we had a test...luckily my teacher was nice enough to let me make up that test...i feel that i did pretty good...but im not sure yet...

FEBRUARY 2, 2008

By saturday night i needed to get out of the house so Double E & Me made plans to go to Greka's (The Best Bar On First Street)...where we ran in to Russell (my cousin) and Chicken Man (Dan) we had so much fun bullshittin and havin a few beers...it was so great to get out of the house and to relax...needless to say we closed down the bar...well that's not the scary part of it all...i was driving home that night and i happened to look out my rear view mirrior and realized that there was a car coming up fast right be hind me...next thing i know the lights are flashin and im getting pulled over...after the licence and registration mumbo jumbo i shit you not the first thing out of the police officers mouth was "have you been in a car accident recently?" i wish that i could have seen the look on my face cuz i betya it was a good one...i said yes i was in an accident on thursday...and was unable to get my car fixed untill monday...he ran my licence number and blah blah blah...it came back clean and i was able to go but i'll tell you what i was shittin bricks for a second there...i felt so helpless...but i didn't get a ticket or anything so i was pretty stoked...

FEBRUARY 3, 2008 (GOOOOO GIANTS)

At the beginning of the playoffs i picked the giants to win the whole thing...that sure was a good call... (Thank You Very Much)...needless to say i didn't drink at all i felt like absolute shit...but i ate alot of good food...so that was a bonus...the game was sooooooo great...i won a grand total of 70 bucks...that ain't bad for 1 game...needless to say i felt like shit and i went home after the game...

CONGRATULATIONS GOES OUT TO THE NEW YORK FOOTBALL GIANTS!!

SUPERBOWL XLII CHAMPIONS!!