Back Where I Come From

Back where i come from it Ain’t cornbread and chicken but for us it’s venison & chopped beef. I'll tell you what the last two years i've come to absolutley love the place where i was born and raised. don't get me wrong i am not staying here my whole life i've got plans and goals and dreams that i want to accomplish in my life and statying in Rogers City Will not help me to accomplish them. i came to this realization the other night sitting in Greka's. i live in a small enough town that you know everyone in some way or another...its great...but that's also how you know people are out of towners...its funny i've met a few guys that way...lol anyways that is so not the point...it's kind of like cheers in a way everybody knows your name...it's nice and cozy and cool like that...

…i ♥ the thud…

October 22, 2008
Listening To: What Ya’ll Want By Eve



ok i lied…this is the last one about bobby and that weekend…and i say that is because i forgot to tell you about the thud…it was sooo cute…we went out to his “camp” although it was not a camp it was a beautiful house in the woods…anyway it was really nice when you walk into the place your in the kitchen then there is the living room and an “island” which is the stairs going upstairs to the beds…and then a little hallway to the bathroom…anyway i walked through the kitchen and was going to the bathroom and he walked through the living room and walked around the little island and met me at the end of the hall before i got to the bathroom he grabbed my hands and we started kissing in the hallway and it was nice and hot…and i kinda pushed him against the wall which made a thud kind of noise…and his friend dave or dean it was one of the twins came over to see what was going on because it made a thud sound and he poked his head around the corner and saw that we where kissing and kinda backed off but it was done…he was like what’s…oh sorry and then backed off…and both bobby and i tried so hard not to laugh but it didn’t work out so well…then i went to the bathroom and then bobby and i went out by the fire for a while and talked…and “stuff”

I Accept The Fact That I Am Weird & I Wish That You Would Too

October 18, 2008
Listening To: Hero By Pop Evil


so i was talkin with Double E while she was at work last night and i came to the conclusion that i am absolutely weird beyond belief…and i say that because i am…it’s true…let me explain…i like to eat ice but i don’t like it in my drinks and what not…like when i order something to drink from a restraint i will order (insert drink name here) with no ice…but then without a doubt i’ll ask for a glass of ice…it’s weird…another thing is i eat things by color…like starbursts, m&ms, and skittles…and i know what you’re thinking about the m&ms they’re all chocolate…yes i know this but it’s the principle of the matter…color by color…but on that one i am not alone in that my pal ashlee is the same way…so i don’t feel too bad about the color by color thing…other weird things about me…i am terrified of curling irons, clowns, & puppets…the curling irons go back to when my cousin kim would do my hair for homecoming and what not and she’d curl my hair even though she knew i was absolutely terrified of curling irons…she would take the tip of the curling iron that had the plastic safety piece on it and touch it to the back of my neck to scare me and boy did it work…and the sad part is that she would be just a laughing as i am scared and having a panic attack…FUCK CLOWNS…this goes back to the age of six when my babysitter got the bright idea to let me stay up and watch Stephen King’s IT…that was for surely not a smart thing to do at that young of an age…Puppets…like kermit ms.piggy and what not those things scare the shit out of me…Ewwww i freak out i don’t know why…but as long as i can remember they’ve freaked me out…

The Realization Of Unwanted Facts

September 27, 2008
Listening To: Nothing

The realization
tonight i came to the realization that all i will ever be to a guy is a friend with the acception of one guy that i care about a lot but that’s a different story all together ...let’s take “mike” for example he and i used to be friends when we were younger…he and his mom used to live next door to my cousin “lynn’s” house when the tanning salon that my mom and “lynn” owned was in her basement…and we would hang out and have a blast together…and i always had a crush on him…and never said anything about it…because at the time i thought that boys where creepy and icky…then he moved a way…and now recently i’ve been talking to his mom “diane” and i would ask her how “mike’s” doing what he’s up to and whatnot… then out of nowhere BAM!! he’s moved back into town and DAMN he’s lookin fine…then tonight “mike” tells me that he’s got a thing for my cousin “sara” and i am like what the fuck (granted i was thinking this in my head) why would you tell me that…and it was at that very point in time i came to the realization that all “mike” and i will ever be is friends…unless i decide to do something about it :-(