September 27, 2008
Listening To: Nothing
The realization
tonight i came to the realization that all i will ever be to a guy is a friend with the acception of one guy that i care about a lot but that’s a different story all together ...let’s take “mike” for example he and i used to be friends when we were younger…he and his mom used to live next door to my cousin “lynn’s” house when the tanning salon that my mom and “lynn” owned was in her basement…and we would hang out and have a blast together…and i always had a crush on him…and never said anything about it…because at the time i thought that boys where creepy and icky…then he moved a way…and now recently i’ve been talking to his mom “diane” and i would ask her how “mike’s” doing what he’s up to and whatnot… then out of nowhere BAM!! he’s moved back into town and DAMN he’s lookin fine…then tonight “mike” tells me that he’s got a thing for my cousin “sara” and i am like what the fuck (granted i was thinking this in my head) why would you tell me that…and it was at that very point in time i came to the realization that all “mike” and i will ever be is friends…unless i decide to do something about it :-(
tonight i came to the realization that all i will ever be to a guy is a friend with the acception of one guy that i care about a lot but that’s a different story all together ...let’s take “mike” for example he and i used to be friends when we were younger…he and his mom used to live next door to my cousin “lynn’s” house when the tanning salon that my mom and “lynn” owned was in her basement…and we would hang out and have a blast together…and i always had a crush on him…and never said anything about it…because at the time i thought that boys where creepy and icky…then he moved a way…and now recently i’ve been talking to his mom “diane” and i would ask her how “mike’s” doing what he’s up to and whatnot… then out of nowhere BAM!! he’s moved back into town and DAMN he’s lookin fine…then tonight “mike” tells me that he’s got a thing for my cousin “sara” and i am like what the fuck (granted i was thinking this in my head) why would you tell me that…and it was at that very point in time i came to the realization that all “mike” and i will ever be is friends…unless i decide to do something about it :-(
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